Can I just end my life to make everybody's life happier.
I'm being a huge fucking problem to everyone.
Wouldn't it be easier if I had never existed?
You guys wouldn't be right here right now trying to help me and all I do is to shove you guys away and say a string of vulgarities at you guys.
I don't think I deserve to have friends.
They care for me so much but all I do is to hurt them.
Fuck me for all the mistakes that I've made.
Just die, aisyah. Just die.