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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

School was okay.
Didn't study for the tests.
Haha.
Got 4/8 for maths. Like wth.
hahs.
-skip to after school-
Did Lit and then went down to see Ilina Sim Zi Yun cook.
She was making SUSHI.!
Slacked in school till 1430 with Fareesa.
Then we walked out of school with Afiqah and both of us went to the minimart
and bought food and brought to the block opposite 437(i think).
Then, Fareesa texted Azim to go to where we were.
It tookk him a long time to find us. -_-
Hahaha.
He came with Izzat.
Soon after that, more people came.
Some of them I know, some of them I don't know.
People like Liyana, Nunu(?), Aisyah, Shafiq, Danial, Hatta, Khairul(I think) and some other
people whom I have forgotten or don't know who they are.
They were like Devils I tell you. As in the guys.
Hahahaha.
We were like chatting and laughing non-stop.
Then this guy(I don't know who. As I he was being blocked by people.) he said this:
Eeee. Zul cam gay seyhh.
Then we were all laughing.
Haha.
The 3/6 guys were teasing me.
Ante Ya Misu
And then the conversation continues...
There was this one part Hatta someone asked Azim this:
Someone: Ni anak sape kau bawak?(referring to Fareesa)
Azim: Eh, apa bapak kau nyer nama?( asks Fareesa)
Me: (whispers to Fareesa) Effende... Effende.(pronouncing it as Effendeh not Effendii. Haha)
Fareesa was laughing and laughing.
Hatta: Nama bapak kau apa?
Then they came up with names.
Then...
Azim: Salleh
(me and Fareesa burst out laughing)
Hatta: Salleh? Fareesa Elda binte Salleh?
(a car drives past)
Hatta: Eh, tu Salleh.!
(We laughed harder)

Before that, Shafiq called her Suhannah.
Then I started to call her Suhanna Binte Salleh.
Hahaha.

Okay.
After that, they said something bout Siti and Sam coming so we went off.
The Sec Three's went somewhere. I think Tamp.
Fareesa and me wanted to go to the usual place but changed our minds as
we wanted to buy something near the interchange.
So, we went to the interchange and saw that the shop was closed and then we waited for bus 358 to come.
-skip-
And now I'm home(:
Hahs.
Will probably be meeting Havoc! tomorrow.
Yey!
Haha.
Okay.
Luvs.!


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Another song that I like.
Road To Nowhere by Bullet For My Valentine.









Another song from Bullet For My Valentine which I like.
It's called Hearts Burst Into Fire.
















Look at this:
i still miss NAMA/ASSS/MANA/SAMA though.
[flashback hahahahha-
mr matnoor(?) : I HATE NAMA!
havoc : huh? saper NAMA?
mr matnoor(?) : (dgn semangatnye point) N(points to Nabilah, A(points to Aisyah) , M(to me) , A(points to Alyaa) .
(circular motion dgn vigorously) NAMA! (walks away) ]
I was like thinking about this scene a few days ago.
And when I went to Sach blog she said the same thing.!
Haha.
Cool or what.
And I miss him to the core lahh.
It's been like many months since I've seen him.
HE'S THE BEST COACH I'VE EVER HAD.!
Hehs.
luvs(:



Monday, 28 September 2009
School was pretty much dope.
Day ended bad.
Had a major breakdown.
Hahs.



Today, 29 September 2009
Came to class early today.
Sat down and then I shut the world away.
Blasted music in my ears and did nothing.
Was practically emo-ing.
Wasn't talking much till after recess.
Hahs.
But something made me smile during recess.
I shall not say what.
Hahaha.
Then it was Malay paper one.
It was okay I guess.
After that we had one hour of break and then we had ORAL.
I swear I screwed it up.
Hahs.
After that, Fareesa and me went to the usual place and then we went to White Sands.
Shopped, joined the rest, went off, ate, shopped and then joined the rest and then
we went off again this time with Yulikha and we shopped again(:
Fareesa and me bought a lanyard. I bought Elmo she bought Spongebob(:
Then, we joined the rest at Macs.
After that, Fareesa, Yulikha and me went home(:
So now I'm home.
Dad and brother is not at home.
Yesshhhh. Hahs.


I love this song. I cry listening to this song.
It's called Soledad by Westlife.
If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come to realise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad
-Soledad by Westlife.


Saturday, September 26, 2009

Sis won't be able to go tomorrow night.
And parents obviously won't allow me to go alone.
So, I think they're gonna sell the tix.
Ante Ya Misu.
Dammit lahh.
Kay. Nvm.



Okay. I AM GOING TO GO AND WATCH THE GRAND PRIX ON SUNDAY!
*SQUEALS AND JUMPS FOR JOY*
Dad doesn't allow younger sis to go. :P
Hahaha.
I LOVE MY MOMMEHHH!!
Hahaha.


I don't need you anymore,
Cos I'm much better on my own.
I don't need your lies anymore,
Cos every lie cuts me deep.
I don't need your love anymore,
Cos I don't love you..


Friday, September 25, 2009

Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
If we stay together
(it could get worse, then again, maybe it could get better)
Even though I love you
(I can't help thinking about if I'd be better without you)
Somethings wrong we both know
That you and I still got a long way to go
-The Click Five.



Had spotcheck today.
And I didn't get caught(:
Whee~
Okay.
After school....
Went out of school to find Azim as Fareesa wanted him to return something to her.
And then, both of us went back to school and took our stuff and went out of school again.
We walked to the usual place which is at block 450(I think, I can't remember the block.)
and lepak there.
After that, Wybert, Nigel Wong, Nicholas, Qi En and Wei Zhong came and went to the playground.
A few mins later, Fai called and asked where we were and he and Mus met us under the block.
It was fun to the max.
I laughed like a lot lahh.
Goshh. Hahaha.
After that, Trishh, Ke Xin, Jasmine and Adila came and went to the playground.
Then, Fai had to go cos he needed to go jalan raya and meet someone.
So, Fai, Mus and Fareesa who wanted to go home went off.
I was left alone so I joined the group that was at the playground.
-Skip-
Then, there was this old man who came and gave us a toy guitar and piano. Like wth?
Hahaha.
The guys played with it and spoilt the things.
Then, we played Ali Bomb.
Fun to the max kayh.
After the first game, I went home.
It was like so early lahh.
I went off at three like that.
Haha.
I WALKED HOME w the heavy bag full of books from under my table. :x
Got home and used the laptop.
Halfway using the laptop I fell asleep.
Hahaha.
I woke up when the phone rang .
Did some stuff and then younger sister's friend cme over for Raya.
I open the door for them and most of the guys were staring at me and giving
me the 'wanna fight with me?' look.
Like wth.
Come my house and then give me that look.
Then say what I'm in Coral and stuff.
Wrong issit I go Coral?
Haha.
They were like so kecoh.
And lucky that they came for awhile.
Then, I had peace.
Haha.
-Skip-
I'm like going out soon to have dinner with my Grandad.
(:
So, yeah.
Loves(:


Mummy has TWO tickets to see the GRAND PRIX ON SUNDAY! I wanna go!! But I'll maybe let my younger sis go cos I'm a good sister. ^^v


Thursday, September 24, 2009

It doesn't matter anymore.
You treat me like this cause I'm just another girl passing through your life.
I was stupid enough to give you another chance.
I should have known that you've not changed.

I'll be there for you, 'Til my heart is black and blue.
-Breaking Benjamin


Wednesday, September 23, 2009




Sometimes you need to put the past behind, the saddest aside. You need to forget everything you ever felt; your feelings, your thoughts. Everything that was ever there. Because you can’t get hurt if you don’t care.
-eletheowl



I’m ready to be the girl I used to be. The one who never cried, never got mad about dumb things. And the one girl that never cared about being in love.
-eletheowl



Well, I no longer believe in love. In any way, shape, or form. I don’t believe it exists. I believe people think they love people, to provide themselves with a sense of comfort and hope. But in reality, everyone you love will end up hurting you. That’s just how things are. So, I’ve honestly given up on relationships. Friendships and everything. Human involvement only leads to disappointment. Nothing people feel is constant. Everyone is changing, and everyone is fake. People are just products of each other, and I’m honestly tired of seeing the same thing every day. I’m tired of people and their trained emotions, taught to feel certain ways in certain scenarios. So from my brokenness, I’ve decided to recreate myself. Make something better of myself from nothing. It’s only when we are completely broken that we can understand the greater power of our spirit. And find what we are truly made of.
-eletheowl




I'm such a stupid girl.
I trusted him again.
But things are getting bad.
He promised that it will not be like what happened the other time.
I gave him lots of chances already.
Gosh. Why am I making the same mistake over and over again?
I guess I didn't learn my lesson.
Now, I can't get out of this mess.
God, help me.

Dedications.

Faizal Amir.
You've been there for me when I needed someone to talk to.
You've helped me through my ups and downs.
You're like a brother to me. You worry for me when something happens.
Like that time, when I told you what I wanted to do. You panicked and started to worry
when I didn't reply.
Fai, I'm sorry for all the things that I've done to disappoint you.
Ilyvm(:


Friday, September 18, 2009

Ever Ever After

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secret heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too.

-Tears&Laughter



This is my i don't know how many post for today.
I seriously have no life.
I've been following people on Tumblr.
(:
-
Nazheef is under probation.
:0
I'm sure you'll get to be a student leader lahh.
(:



Cool hair, huh. Esp the little guy(:
-
I'm posting crap today.
And it's making me feel better.



Sometimes I feel as if this is one sided, you
know? If you left me
I'd chase after you
right away. But me, if
I left you, I don't
know if you would come after me...

Sometimes I just want
to run to see if you'll
want me back.

-gildedbutterflies-


Are you worth it?









Didn't go to school today.
(I've typed this sentence three times already. Hahs.)
Had a major headache. I felt like banging my head on the wall or something.
:0
-
Anyone who knows how to do Home Ec coursework will you help and explain to me what I'm supposed to do. (:
You can explain it to me on my tagboard or if you have my hotmail then tell me on MSN.
Thanks(:


Thursday, September 17, 2009

Suicide is painless


Is this the end?

to Faizal Amir:
Fai, thanks for everything.
Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone the most.
What you said was right. I should forget it and talk to it.
But I can't. Not right now. It's not the right time.
Ughh.. Why am I always in a mess.
And Fai, I'll help you as much as I can.
(:
Ily!
as a friend aye.


Monday, September 14, 2009

School was pretty much okay. Couldn't concentrate in class. It's like every word a teacher says to me it just sounds so alien to me. LOL much? I shall not eleborate about school any further.
After school Ilina*GOOGLE* and me(i'm called *BANGLE*) went to th block opposite school. We did stuff and I told her stuff that I've never told anyone(: And GOOGLE, don't jump. Like what you said to me:
Aw, Cheerup my bangle:) Things will get better. Yup.




After that, she went off to meet Irina. And i went off to school and put th Lit papers into Ms Anne's pigeonhole. And then, I went to meet up w Syaff, Yulikha, Ayuni and Fareesa outside Macs level two. We were supposed to go and do homework but in the end we didn't.
Hahs.
OKay.
I've got no mood to blog anymore.
Luvs!



Ps:Thanks KE XIN for the cute present!


Sunday, September 13, 2009

Death and Suicide.
The two words which keeps on playing in my mind.
And it's driving me crazy.


Saturday, September 12, 2009

Dad's birthday today(:
He's forty something.
Huahua.
I've forgotten how old he is.
Sorry, Daddykins!
Anws, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!


Where's my hero gone to?
Friday, September 11, 2009

I want to hear HERO'S voice again.
Please.
I can hear Hero's voice in my head now.
It's intoxicating.
Gahhh.


Thursday, September 10, 2009

I shall not use Blogger anymore.
Unless I've nothing else to do.
I've moved to Tumblr.
(:


Monday, September 7, 2009

Photo's taken after remedial/while waiting for Ilina Sim Zi Yun has been uploaded on my Tumblr profile.



GAHHH.
I've FAILED.
%!@#$ !


Sunday, September 6, 2009

I've made my Tumblr acc.
Whee~
http://th-unforgettablememories.tumblr.com
okay.
luvs.


Saturday, September 5, 2009

Should I throw it away?
Should I give it away?
Should I stop?
Gahhh.
What should I do to the remaining FIFTEEN?
FAIZAL WILL HATE ME IF I DO IT AGAIN.
Dammit.



QI EN'S BIRTHDAY IS ON MONDAY!(huahua. Syaff! *grins*)



Nab-inator has uploaded the animations.
Funny to th maxx kayhh.
Go to her blog or Havoc's.



I'm having FEVER.
Huahua.



Aisyah wants to jumpe HAVOCALISTICS during th hols(:



luvs(:


Friday, September 4, 2009

Progress Report for Term 3
English- C5
Malay- A2
Maths- B3
Science- F9
Literature(E)- C5
Art- B3
Home Ec- B4
Combined Humanities- C5



Gahh.
My results are BAD.



I've been really lazy to update(:
Sorry, yeahs.
School was pretty okay luhh.
I shall skip this part.
After school was gerek.
Lepak-ed w FAIZAL AMIR and FAREESA.
Huahua.
Gave him back the ties that we borrowed from a few sec threes.
Whee~
We sat down and stuff and started talking.
After that, Moose or is it Mus(kayh, idk.)came.
Joined us then we chat and chat and chat.
And then another guy came.
Huahua.
So we stayed there and chat and chat and chat.
And then KX and Jasmine came.
Then me and Fareesa bade goodbye to the boys and then went to the usual place.
Slacked slacked slacked.
I stayed till 1630 and then walked back home(:



ALL THE BEST NAZHEEF!



luvs.


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