Hohohos.
(:
OKayh.
I came to school seriously late.
Huahua.
Was supposed to be in school by 0715.
I was still waiting for a bus at that time.
I was still strolling to school at 0735.
As in literally strolling to school. And the cross country runners ran past me when I was walking towards school.
Rock uhh.
Reach school at 0745 liddat.
They took down my name and then me and the rest of the late comers were asked to go back to class.
Reached class and listened to Mr David talk and talk.
Then the rest of the school had to walk 4 or 5 km.
(:
It was bloodehh fun.
Huahua.
Reached back at 9+.
Mr David talked and talked again then it was the upper sec recess.
The lower sec had Homeroom.
We spent our time talking and listening to music.
After that it was lower sec recess.
Then TEACHER'S DAY CONCERT.
Whee~
Syaff, Ayuni and me sat in front. -__-
Haha.
I was sooo happy lahh.
After school ended, quickly met up w the rest and went back to PASIR RIS PRIMARY SCHOOL(L).
Reached there and went to find SACH, ALYAA and NABboobsS.
And then mat up w the other PASIRIANS and teachers.
And the Frisbee w AhLong was cancelled. ):
Stayed there for w few hours and then went off to the block near the Dino Pg.
Lepak-ed there for a while till IZAAN came and then we calle SYAMIR to bring for us badminton rackets.
Whee~
So. we went off to the ISH near Nabs house.
Syamir came down later and we played BADMINTON.
Huahua.
Fun to the max kays.
Oh and people TAKE NOTE: IF YOU USE MIR'S RACKETS. YOUR HANDS WILL GO BLACK.
Huahua.
Kk.
After playing and stuff me and Nabs CAMWHORED.
Then I had to go.
I went off but I got held up by Roze, Amirah, Nuruddin and Zul.
Hahas.
So, I stayed there for a while and then rushed back home.
Whee~
So that's how my day was.
F-U-N to the maxx.
Hahas.
Kk.
luvs.

I shall post about today later or tomorrow.
I'm not sure.
Kks.
luvs.

Ohkay.
I've made my Private Blog.
Havoc and Clique has been invited.
luvs.

Whee~
I can't wait for Monday.
Frisbee w Havocalistics and AhLong.
Huahua.
And I want to meet Ms Mak, Cikgu Zarina, MR LONG, Cikgu Salina, Cikgu Rozmaini, Cikgu Sriwani, Mr Shahizan and surprisingly Mr KHALID. <--Klakar perhh. You had never liked that teacher, Syahh. Huahua.
After frisbee w that rock ass teacher, I want to lepak w Havoc.
And have our sharing and talks.
And I want to lepak at th Carpark w you guys(:
Hahs. Kayhh.



Just shut up, Dude.
You don't know ho I feel, so just shut that big mouth of yours.
I don't need your bloody comments.

Hellu...
In F&N class now. At Computer Lab FOUR!
MS YONG HAS GONE DOWN TO PHOTOCOPY PAPERS!
Huahua.
Just now morning was th best.
ILINA SIM ZI YUN was saying about me having LUNG CANCER.
Evil much?
Haha.
Then, you eh, Ilina?
You worse than me.
Take FOUR AT ONCE.
Hahaha.
And Nazurah.... GIMME LAHH. DO NOT GIVE ILINA COS I ROCK MORE THAN HER((:
Huahua.
Kk.
I shall be a good girl and do the time plan thing for th practical that ms yong asked us to do.
But I don't even know what to do.
But whatever cos i don't really care what I have to do.
Okayhh.
SHUT YOUR BLOODEHH MOUTH AISYAH.
Kaes.
Bye.
Luvs (L)

Should I make a private blog?
Yes? No?
I don't know.
whee~



School was great.
Training was SURPRISINGLY great.
Huahua.
After training, went to the Auditorium to meet up w Syaffy, Trishh and Fareesa.
So, we watched the rehersal for teacher's day concert(:
2/1 was there too.
Their performance was GUH-REAT.
to Syaff...
D A R W I I S.
haha. I'm trying to annoy youh.
But it didn't work cause you're sooo happy bcos of something.
Hahs.
Okayhhs.
Luvs(:



Saper jer budak tu.
Ape Anti-Havoc ni sume?
Tak happy bleyh bbual ngan kita empat kan.
And we ain't the bitches here, yo.
Even though ni bende last year and I just found out bout it.
I still ain't happy, yo.
Nuh-uh.

Whee~
After school Syaff, Yulikha, Trishh, KX and Nigel went to th library.
Met up w the other two in the library.
And guess who I met after that...
FIQQAH AZILAH.
Yey!
After sooooo looooooong.... Finally get to meet her.
She was w Jannah.
They went out of th library first.
I stayed there for an hour or so and then I went off to meet Fiqqah at th interchange.
She was w Jannah.
17 came but we decided to give it a miss but Jannah took th bus home.
Shortly after that, Fiqqah's friend called and ajak to lepak.
(:
So, I went w her.
There were six of us altogether.
4 sec three guys and two of us.
Lepak-ed for a while and then me, fiqqah and her friend took 17 home.
(:



To (insert name here).
I know I've messed it up.
I broke your heart again.
I have a reason for what I did.
I had no choice.
They are much more important than you.
I don't want to disappoint them.
I know that you're confused but I'm not gonna explain.
Goodbye.



AISYAH WANTS TO LEPAK W FIQQAH LAGYK(:

Alyaa Aqilah Binte Mokhee, aku rindu kau jugak(:
Sach is MIA. She dunno go where already, ehh. (Oh, scratch that. She's BAAACK!)
Nabilah!!! *Winks* -coughs-CPR-coughs-
Huahua.
Kk.



Those people UP THERE ^ ^ .
Yes, UP THERE.. ROCK.
Alyaa brightened up my dull mood a lil bit.
Awwh.. I luv you many many kayhs.
Got seriously HIGH when chatting w that pretty lady.
That makcik is so the adorable.
Grr.. I MISS HAVOCALISTICS (!)
Dah lama takde sharing sharing ehh.
And I think I gave ALYAA a heart attack. :o
Sorry eh gurl.
OKays.
Luvs (!)

Happy Birthday, Rashaun (!)
You're TWELVE.
Whee~

Whee~
Tomorrow is RASHAUN's BIRTHDAY.
He's turning TWELVE tomorrow.
(:
The last time I saw him was before the June hols.
It's like soooooo long kan.
:0
I shall ask my luvable juniors if he's using the same number.
(:
Luvs.

And now I just try to find some hope to try and hold onto..



I don't know if today was great or not.
I'm feeling so suicidal.
Wth is happening to me?



i'm heavily broken

I loved Madrasah.
Whee~
It was FUN. Ustaz and Ustazah made us laugh. ALOT.
And of cos my NOOB COUSIN.
She came today(:
That girl uhh, like BIMBO.
Haha. But I love her.
Ustazah Halimah was th funniest.
Damn Hilarious.
I could die of laughing.
Hahs.
Awwh man, I nidda go.
Loves(:



she's in love with "WAFFLES"

Happy Birthday ASYRAAF and AMMAR .
You guys are officially 12 and 17.
Whee~
May all your dreams and wishes come true.
Okae.
Luvs!



Boy, you wouldn't have done it if you didn't care (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SYAFIQAH.
LEZZIE LOVES YOU (!)



I shall not talk about school.
Esp. during STARS.



Okay.
After school, Me and Fareesa went out of th school together.
And Azim was at th block opp school.
Well, most of th malay guys were there.
Talked to him, Faizal and Hadi Raiyan.
Whee~
AND I HATE AZIM FOR WHAT HE DID TO ME (: hahs.
Then on the way to WS, Fareesa went back to school. I went alone to Macs.
And the Guys were there.
I sat there for a while.
Then the guys left...
Fifteen minutes later, I went to the library.
Borrowed a book and buse-ed to Syamir's block.
Sat there for an hour or so.
Thought about a few stuff while
Listened to "Heavily Broken" over and over again.
And I was almost crying.
Burned a few papers and then walked home.
Reached under th block and threw away th lighter.
Went up, Sis opened the door for me.
I straight away went into the room and cried.
And then I slept.
Woke up at six and then showered.
After showering ate dinner and now I'm here.
Anws, Selamat Berpuasa people.
Dad will probbly go sembahyang terawih tonight.
I dont know.
Kays.
Whatever.
loves.

School was okae.
Anws, shall not talk bout school.



After school, Syaff did not stay back cos she was gonna watch MOVIE w her primary school friends.
So, Wybert, KeXin, Fareesa, Yulikha, Trishh, Xin Ni and me went to th minimart and met up w th rest.
Then Yulikha went home.
Went to th usual playground and slacked. Th guys went to play Ali Bomb.
And then, Trishh went home.
Fareesa, KeXin and me went to seat w Xin Ni.
Whee~
Thanks eyhh, Nigel Wong.
Hahs.
It was fun uhh.
Xin Ni couldn't stop "HO HO HO"-ing.
She was like a broken radio.
HO HO HO.
Slacked there for a few hours and then Nic, Jin Wee, Nigel, Xin Ni, Fareesa, Ke Xin and me went to Ws.
Went to Popular to buy new blade, Nigel bought a Yo-Yo and then he went home.
Then, we went to Aries and then Macs.
Stayed at Macs for an hour and so.
Xin Ni was like a broken radio. AGAIN.
She kept asking us if Ke Xin was pretty.
Lawls.
At five thirty KeXin and Xin Ni went off.
Then, Syaff came.
I went off at five forty-five.
Took 358 and reached home at six.
Got home, th rest went out and now I'm here.
Whee~
okae.
loves!

Happy Birthday, Farah Masturah.
Aisyah loves you many many.



School was pretty much okay.
Zulafandi gave me BUBBLEGUM.
Thanks eyh.
Today was like yesterday.
Complicated.



To Nadia..
Don't cry kayh, babe.
She's not gone from your life totally.
Maybe she's really busy w her tours, concerts and stuff.
I know you're feeling really sad but I know you'll find a way.
And I'm here if you need me.
You still can ask her mataer how she is and stuff kans?
Or you can maybe ask her twin.
Okaeh?
Aisyah syg Nadia.

I can cry listening to this song.
It really describes how I've been feeling this past few days..



Heavily Broken by The Veronicas.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken


I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken



Changed my blog song.
loves.

100th post.
Lawls.
It took me a long time to reach here.
Hahs.
Niwaes, parents will be going to baleq kampunq tomorrow.
I wanna follow.
I miss kampunq.
):
Sedeh.
Anws, loves.



♥/Need youh here by my side to quide me throuqh th difficulties that i'm facinq riqht noww.

Out of my mind, Nothing makes sense anymore.



Shall not be posting about school.
Neither am I gonna post about after school.
Ohwells.
I don't think I'm posting at all.



it's hurting you but it's killing me..

Pierre lost to David in a beer drinking competition.
They competed for a few rounds and David got pretty drunk.
HAHA.
David was so funny larh.
lols.



I miss my bitches.
Havoc and Fiqqah.
Chatting w fiqqah now.
That stupid bitch of mine.
HAHA.
My left eye is swollen luhh. It's like getting a sore eye...
Itch like mad.
It's like bigger than my right eye.
Bloody germs.
Bloody dust.
That's th reason why I didn't go to school on Friday.
(:
May be coming to school w my left eye still swollen.
Hahs.



Black Ranger rocks, eyhh.
Haha.

I'm so H-A-P-P-Y.
HAPPY!
Irfan did not text me today.
Hurhur.
Free the whole day.
Tak payah text orang banyak-banyak.
Let's hope that it'll continue this way, eh.



Nothing much tuhh talk about.
Didn't go to school today cos I have a swollen eye. :o
Hahaha.



Aisyah Loves Lee Ryan (L)
and you people.

Training sucked.
Did basic drills only.
And I did not use contacts.
And that made my vision blurry.
So, yeah.
TRAINING SUCKED.
THERE WASN'T ANY FITNESS (!)
bloody hell.
But the journey back home w JASLYN was hilarious.
We were talking and talking and we thought of something stupid.
WE CAN SPRINT TO AMERICA. IT IS POSSIBLE.
Haha.
You don't understand.. Nevermind. I didn't even ask you to understand it.
:D i know i'm evurl.
(:



Homeroom period.
Did maths.
Like wtf cos after maths is physics.
And there was bloody physics test.
Was texting people during maths.
Question sume tak perlu kan, Fareesa?
HAHA.
Then Mr Sufyan stopped teaching at 8.30 and he let us revise for physics.
:)
Then it was physics.
This teacher came in and said that our teacher did no come and stuff.
WHAT CRAP ONLY.
Mrs Ho was like walking outside our bloody class lah.
Hahs.
Then she revised w us for a while and then TEST.
I'm not sure if I did well for the test.
If I fail, I'm dead.
She's gonna call parents. :o
Ain't no way I'm letting her calling my parents.
NO.
Then it was recess.
Stayed in class as usual and I did my ENGLISH while listening to MUSIC(:
After recess was STARS.
Helped KX's group wrap th table since my group had nothing to do.
Hahs.
After STARS was, uhm, Bio.
Pretty okayy ah.
That person keep texting me.
Dotsxzszsxzsxzsxzs.
After Bio was English.
Did summary and then correction.
THEN, END OF SCHOOL.
Went down to th canteen and had lunch.
Then, went for training.
Shall not elaborate anymore(:



NOW.
Chatting w Mr Kassim, Nabilah, Alyaa, Bao Xiang, Celestial and Janice.
Stupid conv lah sia.
And that teacher SERIOUS TAK SEDAR DIRI.
Lols.
Klakar to the maxx.
He asked us if we can go for training this Saturday.
And most of us can't.
Tried to change day but can't so lastly no training this week.
Hah.
Funny conv.
Shall not say anything else about th conv.



AISYAH LOVES YOU HUMANS(:






Is this masquerade finally over? Is this really the final curtain?

I can listen to 'A Chi Mi Dice' all day.
I listened to it w 'Breathe Easy'.
Bloody nice lahh.
Love BLUE.
*melts into a pool of puddle*
Hahs.



Anws, school was great.
First period was Literature and there was test.
Bloody hell.
Did halfway and slept.
Woke up, quickly finished th rest of the question and went back to sleep.
Hurhur.
Then it was EM'O'.
Did worksheet on th something qualities.
Mr Sufy asked me to bring my table next to Yulikha.
That would be my place for every Maths lesson(:
Did tht thing till th bell rang.
Then RECESS.
Did my art but I did not hand it in.
Pfft..
Listened to BLUE in class and then it was MALAY.
Ckigu Siti has not come for two lessons.
And we are very happy.
WE LOVE CIKGU AISYAH.
Hahs.
Did word search about th ASEAN countries :o
I was being bloody spastic/stupid during Melayu.
Fun lahh kayh.
Then it was ENGLISH.
Was texting Irfan the whole period and we were doing this thing about birds.
And then CME.
Mr Sufy asked us to buy th vanguard sheet cos we are doing pigeon holes.
Lols.
Shared vanguard sheet w Yulikha.
Hahs.
Then school ended, stayed in class and did crap w clique+ Freesa and the two gays till two plus.
And then we went down to th canteen and ate.
Was reading NICHOLAS KWOK's LIBRARY BOOKS.
Sexual body language or something like that.
:x
Then Nigel Wong came and joined us.
Woots.
He ate and stuff and then we went off to our usual place.
But Syaf and Yulikha went off to the library.
Evil people. They left me alone..
Sat down talked for a while and then we played ALI BOMB.
Hahs.
All of us sabo-ed Nic.
Fun right, Nic?
:D
Then We stopped playing and sat down again.
After that, WYBERT TANG went home.
Nigel was being an ass lah.
Tried to tempt me but I resisted.
But, but, but... I could taste it in my mouth and I did not even do it.
TEMPTATION STRIKED LAH SIAL.
He had two.
And I was so.. Nevermind. Shall not elaborate.
DAMN HIM, anyway.
Then he went home.
After that SARAH ANG came.
She was really quiet.
And we played w her RED SLIME.
I put it in Trishh's blouse.
HAHA.
I know I'm evurl.
Stayed there for a while and then the five of us went to White Sands.
KX and me went to th interchange while th others went to th library.
Waited for 17 but 358 came.
So, took 358 and bus-ed home.
Saw Izzy wizzy fizzy.
As in Izz Afiq.
He was walking home.
Hahs.
I remembered those time when I bullied him and stuff.
Hilarious, yo.
Got home, changed, watched teevee, used the lappy, chatted w some people, listened to BLUE, showered and now I'm here.
(:
OKay.
Aisyah sayang korang(L)



Once again I walk away. With every step I leave you behind me..

I'm SO HAPPY.
Found out that they got back together april this year.
They're going for tours in December 2009.
Lee Ryan is the hotness lahh.
BLUE ROCKS(:
Love, love, love them to th core.
Can't wait for their album to be released next year!
Hahs.
Aisyah is so excited.!
Listening to th Italian version of 'Breathe Easy'.
Cool lah kan.
I didn't know that they could speak ITALIAN.
And the song title in Italian is 'A Chi Mi Dice'.
(:
Lee Ryan, Antony Costa, Duncan James and Simon Webbe are loved(:
After five years of going their own seperate ways, they are finally getting back together(:
Ain't I happy.
Hahs.
Okayyhh.
Aisyah loves all of you(:

It's 12.18 in th morning and I'm not asleep yet.
And Sunny just went offline.
Sad.
I still owe him larhh.
Soon kayh, boy.
Soon.
If there's anything just call/text me kayh, Sunny.
I miss him to th eff core!
He stayed up late to play games.
Lol.
Facebooking now..
And people are commenting on Phoebe's drawing.
Hahs. Cuteness.
And it brings back memories(:
Hahs.
Anws, came back from KL at 11 plus just now.
And during the trip to KL and back to Singaopore I have been thinking of writing a story but.... all the ideas that I have are just not right.
Still thinking, though.
Hees.
Okay.
loves.



τι κάνει λάθος με την αλλαγή;

It's wrong when I change.
It's also wrong when I don't change.
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Tell me what am I supposed to do.



Watched G.I Joe yesterday night.
It was damn good.
Channing Tatum Is the HOTNESS.
Hahs.



Achimou, if you really do exist.. Can you please take me away to Katoteros?

I LOVE MARYAM SAJIDAH.
I LOVE FIQQAH AZILAH.
I LOVE NICHOLAS KWOK. (as a friend aye)
I LOVE SITI NAZURAH.
They gave me advices when I really needed it.



I LOVE CLIQUE.
They made me feel better when I was feeling down just now in class.



To syaffy..
I know that you're really disappointed in me right now.
But you know what I'm going through right now.
I'm having many problems.
I would rather do what I did with F and NW rather than hurting myself.
I know that it'll be hard for you to forgive me but I'm really sorry.