heroine.

Monday, April 27, 2009

I LOVE SUNNY!!

as friends only ahh.

THANK YOU THE VERY MUCH!!

for helping me resolve my problem!!

I OWE YOU!!!!

thank you sunny.

I can't stop thanking you.

I just hope i won't regret what i'll be doing.

And dont feel guilty if anything goes wrong.

It won't be your fault as i'm the one agreeing to do it and you were just suggesting.

But i shall think it through first before making my decision.

okayyh.

i shall end here.

love, aisyah.

Read an old conversation between the PSG people.

I couldn't stop smiling.

Especially the conversation i had with Bernard about the spiky hair thing. ^^

It was seriously funny.

Kayyh.

Haha.

Well, today was quite fun.

MYE started already.

Had EL and MT paper one just now.

I don't think I did my best.

Well, it's over already so what can i do.

Slept during EL paper.

I was sleepy luhh.

And yea, i had a nightmare when i was sleeping.

Only TRISHH MY TWINNIE knows what my nightmare was.

i love my CLIQUE and TWIN manehh manehh.

anws, back to school stuff.

school was BLAH BLAH BLAH.

laughed alot.

after school went to macs at white sands.

ate lunch.

and then went home.

ughh. . . someone spoiled my mood.

i'll end here.

love, aisyah.

everytime i try do

something right,

it'll all go wrong.

everytime i try

not to hurt someone,

i'll always hurt them more.

what am i supposed to do?

i can't live with this guilt.

oh, fxck life.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

felt down today.

seriously felt like crying.

reading kept me occupied the whole day, it took my mind off everything.

i read The Undead Next Door by Kerrelyn Sparks.

kay. whatever.

i still feel guilty.

i'm sorry.

if only he could understand.

what more can i say after explaining it to him?

i'm still unsure if i made the right choice.

i'm still unsure if it was the right thing to do.

oh well.

what's done is done.

i'm gonna leave it all behind.

and i apologise to everyone who i shouted at today.

i'm off.

♥, syaaaah.

xoxo

♥, i'm trying to leave

everything behind and try to

let go.

Friday, April 17, 2009

i'm feeling sick.

everytime i think about 'it'... i have a headache.

ftw.

oh well.

anyways, i went to six enterprise blog and the first song that was playing was

'there she goes'.

haha.

reminds me of last year where TS, brent and jansen would say tht.

haha.

anws, felt emo-ish today.

the only person who knows the reason why is NUR AFIQAH.

thank you for listening afiqah.

after school went to whitesands with ke xin, trishh and yulikha.

after that i went to the library to meet my older sis.

and searched for books and then off to BK for lunch.

and then home.

reached home and slept.

woke up at around five plus six and then took my shower.

then slack, slack, slack and now i'm here.

oh. oh.oh.

i'm feeling a little better and un-emo-ish as he's starting to talk to me.

that means he forgives me right?

if yes then yay!!

haha.

theres training tomorrow man.

i dont feel like going.

no mood.

and its my younger sis birthday.

and miss anne's.

and karyss's.

right?

so HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU PEOPLE!!

hah.

ohohoh.

trishh and yulikha wanted to tape my mouth in class just now.

EVIL people.

and mr ho wanted to kick me out of the class.

EVIL teacher.

i was stating the fact.

anws, i just remembered a thing that happened yesterday.

it was cute/funny.

i was walking with trishh when we walked past REDtape.

thennn..

ME: Hey(REDtape's name).

TRISHH: Hi.

REDtape: Hi.

ME: Trishh likes your shoes.

*he looks at his BLACK shoes that he was using*

ME: I mean you sport shoes.

*me and trishh starts to walk and he was still looking at his BLACK shoes for a few mins that looks up*

REDtape: Sport shoes?

*i turned my head around*

ME: The LIMEgreen and BLACK.

REDtape: Oh. Uhhuh.

*me and trishh smiled at him then we walked off*

cute right??

haha.

after that we 19-20 of the one five-ers plus mr sufyan went to QI EN'S HOUSE.

he fractured his arm during PE.

haha.

he so sway.

kayy.

i'm such a sadist.

haha.

after visiting QI EN.

mr sufyan treat-ed us to ICE CREAM!!

haha.

i ate choco chip.

haha.

nice. nice.

and for the WHOLE JOURNEY.

he kept teasing me.

i sort of quaralled with him.

haha.

it was fun.

LOL.

after all that, trishh, yulikha, ke xin and me went to MACS at white sands and slacked there.

hees. ^^

everything was fun TILL... i came back home.

younger sis was an idiot luhh.

SPOILED MY MOOD!!

kayy. whatever.

haha.

oh.

and.

I LOVE PET SOCIETY!!!

haha. yes i know.

i'm verra childish.

the kid in ME!!

LOL muchzxszxs?

haha.

okayyh.

i'm off.

♥, Aisyah

xoxo

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

oh. oh. oh. oh.

me want to add something.

to the PSG people.... if you have blog tag at my chatbox kayy??

ahahah.

thts it.

love, aisyah!!!

eff lahh siaaa.

yesterday, i write the post LONG LONG then posting failed.

knn.

nevermind.

anyways, i was sort of happy sort of down yesterday.

cause.... i chatted with some of th PSG(♥) people.

hees.^^

was so happy luhh..

but... SUNNY sort of forgotten who i am.

he was like aisyah who and the keeper issit.

i was like ZOMG!!! HOW COULD YOU?!!!

and stuff.

haha.

i was fun.

ohhh. i just remembered.

we had game yesterday.

and we lost.

3-4.

could have gotten the sixth position if we won.

but eigth position is still okayy.

oh well.

and on the way back to PASIR RIS.

the bus drove past a school and i saw a guy who was using YELLOW boots and

was playing hockey.

and the way he plays looks EXACTLY like a person i know.

and that person i know IS from that school.

haha.

yea. i know.

UNWANTED information.

well, whatever.

today was sort of okay.

there was a freaking heritage thing after school.

FTW!

laughed alot.

kayy.

i suddenly feel sooooooooooo lazy to type and blog.

so, i shall end abruptly here.

love, aisyah(!)

♥i can't live with this guilt.
i'm really sorry for what i've
done. i realise my mistakes.

your forgiveness is all i need.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

im gonna do tag replies only:

faizal: hie! fai here, dun sedih2 uh cheer up kays be happy always dun wanna see u stress n all jus 4 get all ur problems n live ur life
reply: heyyoo fai!! haha. dont worry bout me. i'll be fine and thanks(:

fee-car: a'ah siak..btw miss jansen..dah lamer aku tk nmpak dier
reply: haha. aku pon sama. aku miss dia bnyk gilerrrrrrrrr.....

nabilah la!: hey hey. do relink me @ misfitmasquerad-e.blogspot.com sorry for the trouble!
reply: ohokayy. haha. re-LINKED!!!

nazurahx3: HELLO heroine <3!>
reply: hello prettaye!!! haha. yes yes. i'll remember to bring it on monday. (: and love you too!! ♥
ohh well.
i'm done with the replies.
love, aisyahTheHeroine
xoxo

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

it seems like i cant save myself from this mess.

if only there's a way to make everything okay.

if only i had never said it.

but it's too late.

i can't change my descision.

i don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.

..........................................................

nothing much happened. just the normal stuff.

school has been okay. i guess.

CCM today was effing boring luhhhh.

didnt bother listening to what she was saying.

sooo, i listened to music.

waaaaaaaaaaay better then listening to her.

and and and, there'll be CCM tomorrow.

go and die man.

anws, after CCM went to ws library.

returned Be Still My Vampire Heart and Heavens Net Is Wide.

and borrowed All I Want For Christmas Is A Vampire.

cant resist to not put the book down.

and i still haven't completed maths homework on algebra.

well, whatever man.

feeling tired seyhh.

ohhkayy.

i'm off.

♥, aisyahTheHeroine

xoxo

♥i can't seem to

trust anyone right now.

oh those gerek times and those gerek people!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

was thinking about these gerek people and those gerek times.

;D
miss them truck loads luhh!!

Yup. the PSG-ers. chatted wit some of em just now.

this post is full of pics.

and my face looks FUGLY mann.

okayhh. haha.

i shall not say anything else as a picture says a 1000 words. correct right?

well, wtvs.

♥, aisyah the heroine

xoxo

Friday, April 3, 2009

i miss abang boii!!

WAAAA!!!

haha.

i shall meet him soon.

anws, my head still hurts.

oh yeaa. and we. yes. we, th 'c' div floorball girls got into the second round.

YAY for us.

we've made coral history.

haha.

back to what i was saying...

my head still hurts.

yesterday my head got kicked.

today, my head got hit by a bball.

what luck mann.

ohh well.

oh. oh . oh.

i want to help my oh-beloved juniors for their hockey.

but i haven tell mr long yet.

i shall tell him when he's online later.

i'll be talking randomly.

too many things happened till i cant rmbr which comes first.

will be meeting IVY on monday!!!
she's a theresian.

and we're gonna haf a match wit them.

there's training just now.

was okayhh luhh.

didnt do anytin much.

but had fun.

okayhh. i'll end here.

love, aisyah the heroine(:

xoxo